Me.

I'm never going to "fit in" and I don't want to.

I laugh at everything. Sometimes it's a defense mechanism, other times I genuinely find you funny.

I'm always going to run over that curb when turning onto my street... or any other curb i come across. I cannot judge distances.

There's always gonna be a part of me that's self conscious. Maybe it's a girl thing, maybe it's a me thing.

I will always drink too much coffee. And I'll always crave the things that are worst for me.

There's a good chance I'm always going to choose sweatpants and a book over going out on a friday night. Maybe I should... but for now I'm content.

I'll never be "good" at meeting new people. I'm too socially awkward.

I've never been good in groups. One or two people, that's my limit. Unless you wanna see me clam.

I will never stop learning. Or striving.

Sometimes my head gets lost in the clouds and I need something to bring me down... gravity.

Sometimes my dreams are too big and my plans are too wild and my heart is too open.

Other times I get lost, sad, and close myself behind locked doors and motes with dragons.

Sometimes I want someone to save me.

More often than not I'm saving myself.

My life is chaotic and stressful and I don't deal with it like I should.

But I'm doing the best I can and for right now? That's all I can do :)